Atmospheric Fantasy

Imagineers of Tomorrow Notes recovered from Dr. T's computer hard drive after the fire, partially reconstructed using statistical methods. * * * File: 874-Notes.doc Preliminary notes N is a man in his mid 30's, currently a permanent resident at Broadfields, who has been referred to me by his normal therapist, Dr. H. She appears sceptical of the validity of my methods, but given the patient's history is willing to work with me. N's medical history is one of severe depression, anhedonia, and obsessive-compulsive behaviour, with severe and persistent insomnia (19 on the Athens scale) and signs consistent with post-traumatic stress. However, a source of trauma has never been identified; the patient's forensic history indicates normal physical, mental and emotional development up to early adolescence, followed by a dramatic decline in mental and physical well-being. N's parents are relatively well-off financially and willing to try any...

Surpassing Love January 1 st : A new year is a time to make new beginnings and form new habits. So I am going to try and keep a diary of my thoughts and feelings. I feel like the years are starting to blur together too much. It would be good in twenty years time to look back at this and be able to remember each day distinctly. I found a quote online that I think is appropriate: “Last year’s words belong to last year’s language. And next year’s words await another voice.” - T.S. Eliot January 3 rd : Missed a day. Nothing much has happened though, back to work tomorrow, and then I suppose the year will begin properly. January 9 th : I'm really not sure what I should be writing about! Fear of the blank page, I suppose. Perhaps I should try writing exercises? I'll do them in another book or I'll waste this one. May 30 th : So much for resolutions! But for once I know what to write. In fact I simply have to write something, because something incredible hap...